A brand new baby in the family is born the other day.
his name is gonna be Kim Hamiel. Not somewhat sure about how the name should be
written, though his papa said they got it from the Bible. The first baby of the
eldest of my siblings, may the new member of the Cruz clan grow God fearing and
strong, in and out.
While running a computer program that cleans up
unnecessary and temporary files in the pc, I felt the need to do the same for
myself. But unlike the software there
aint any push button in us that would automatically submit me into self
analyzing and run a complete clean-up. Beyond my aged self actualization, the perspective
begun to fade away, now personal maintenance become necessary, turning upside
down look deep looking within my past and what it brought me. Have to find bad
feelings and auras that will have to go away before all the chains in me break down.
If I could only blame time, blame it for becoming unnoticeable, that every tick
of the clock spells my destiny and my life now.
Though everything in me is not really that awful, as
I recall a learning in college that it is human nature to constantly aim in
improving one’s self, or say the self-actualization principle. And I realize
that one may really accommodate self improvement but there are pieces that were
left unnoticed and became stagnant. Yet it is a natural occurrence that is why
most, if not all, will have to find their soul mates that will “complete” and
“compliment” the discrepancies in them.
Celebrate what is right, monsignor echoed. Yeah
right. But when was opposing and celebrating becomes synonymous with each
other? Aren’t we supposed not to forget that what will make all the mess go
right is to simply have a “loving mind” and “thinking heart”? I am not against
change, as long as it is for the better, but radical means seems inappropriate.
There are better options, priestly options, those that will conform in the
principles proper for a man that stands in the presbyterium. Celebrate what is right.
