the south side…

I had been dealing with a lot of uncertainties these past weeks…. A grisly scenario for someone who have had already lost tons of optimisms in this world. I know im not alone. Like Larry Brown being kicked out of the Knicks for not being able to capitalize on major overhauling stakes given unto him. Now I know how it feels being kicked out of the system that never had you wanted being detached. My life in synopsis is tragic. always been in the shadows of failure and dissatisfaction.

Regrets, regrets.

I have regrets, regrets,

for my mistakes an’ thinking only of my self

and all that I have left are these regrets, regrets,

for the things I did that somehow you just can’t forgive

I guess I’ll always have to live with these regrets

-Perry Como

Change is constant. But will my fate ever change? Maybe I should just rest my case. Let this troubled stream water flush me wherever it goes. And this time I wont hope ending up in a nice and calm stream there is. For the sound of stream is a sound of eyes filled with tears. I won’t blame anyone. I now surrender my Nirvana dream.

…asa lng.

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