the south side…

…You know quite well, deep within you, that there is only a single magic, a single power, a single salvation…and that is called loving. Well, then, love your suffering. Do not resist it, do not flee from it. It is your aversion that hurts, nothing else. -HERMANN HESSE

 "To get through the hardest journey we need take only one step at a time, but we must keep on stepping"

Not a happy day at start. Perplexed of the ambiguity of the vague circumstances, I opted to measure the chances of having a successful shift of milieu. I just pray that it will work my way. Chances are probably slim, but at least I tried.

Lord help me… I will go for it!

today i set my first entry...



                    took time coz i was never really been at ease 



                    revealing my self to anyone, never wanted to 



                    show-off coz it's not in my personality, a self-made 



                    man with head down and foot flat on the ground.                   



                    i hate to do things that would set eyes on me, coz 



 some may just be watching and waiting for 



     some mince of faults of me to come off.  



        Im not being this way, i assume. im not but



        it's ok. coz i always feel restrained of the burden 



        of compulsion's assertion to open up.